I love me some music.

What a great rendition. It's like a whole new song.

I'm trying to support good music but it's hard when i'm broke. Sorry Ingrid, i might just have to have you through illegal means.

A NEW BEGINNING

I finally got into a school. Lasalle School of Arts. Yes i know, it's an expensive school and not a very impressive one, given the fees. I honestly dont know wht to say. Overall, there is no good art school in Singapore. Lasalle is the closest you could get.
Im not demeaning Lasalle. In fact, i am grateful to them. Lasalle has just given me hope.
I have a tentative plan in my mind. Cant say it out just yet. But im definetly gonna push for it to happen. Hopefully it does.
Im just excited for school. This is the first time in my life, i am excited for school.

This time, im putting in my life. Dont want to fuck it up like how i always do.

It all turns into Memories

I am so packed with emotions right now. It kinda hurts and it makes it hard for my heart to beat and pump blood normally into my brains.
I can't seem to control my brain right now. Watery substance is infiltrating my eyes, diluting my visions, flowing out imensely, leaving wet trails on my face and finally entered my mouth.
The salty, watery taste stung me. Made me realised that it all happened way to soon for us to even grasp.
Somehow i know, these goodbyes would build me and yet they are taking a part of me away with them. I'm losing parts of me which i'm willing to give. This is how it feels when you have given your genuine care, love and feelings to them. I practically threw it out there.
Especially, my best crazy encounter with Lila. I love her! and I will miss her like crazy.
I really really hope the best for her. I know all of us would cry but we'll all move on and that sucks cos that is when everything turns into memories.
The best decision i have ever made in life is to come to Finland.
I met the most wonderful people here. I feel alive and charged here.
It gave me courage.
I don't want to say goodbye.

Oops I did it again

Oh Fuck me.
I can't beleive i did it again.
Going late for a test!? What the hell was i thinking!?
I hate myself for so many reasons and this is definitely one of the reasons why.
I am hating myself right now.
Fuck you Spears

Love = Life

'It doesn't matter who you love as long as you have love in your life.'
Laurel Holloman

How many people can truly live by that? Honestly. It takes too much courage.
Loving someone who hurts you.
Loving someone who seems wrong to anyone.
Loving someone who's dying.
Loving someone who's of the same sex.
Loving someone who's wrong for you.

Nobody know's what's right what's wrong. Choose the path with less regrets.
And i guess it all boils down to one question.

Do you love that someone?

Anyway Laurel Holloman plays Tina in the L word.
It's a great show. Such a meaningful show to advocate the 'different' people.
Really all of us are just human and we should love each other.
What's wrong with being gay?
I advocate them and i am a supporter of their love. :)

I love acoustic

If i die young

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh oh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done
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A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh


The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls


Story behind the song