Alone in the crowd.

There are some days where i thought i might like you and some days where i would think about you. But i never pictured me with you.
'US' is too much for me.
It's like i don't feel that i am enough for you.
I know i never told you so how do i expect you to know what i feel towards you.
And yet i expected.
It's silly. I don't even want to talk to you because i know i will be talking to myself.
It's nothing but my mind made it something.
It's actually that simple.
There were never anything. Just the hoaxing of my mind.
I don't think i will ever tell you.
I might not even like you at all.
This is not even confusion that i'm experiencing.
This is loneliness yearnng for company but loneliness is meant to be alone.
That is why i feel this way because i am supposed to.
i have people around me and yet i feel alone.
It shouldn't be this way.
It shouldn't be.
This is not depressing, just realisation taking it's natural course of path.
I'm not depressed, just understanding me.