I can't help but feel old. I kinda don't see where my life is going.
You know, I've got all these ideas of what i wanna do but all of them seem so far fetched. I'm gonna be a script writer. Write awesome scripts. I wanna see my script on the large screen 1 day. See, what i mean? It seem so far far far away. Like fairytales where they always start somewhere far far away, there live a prince. WAIT! Did i say fairytale? Uh-huh. Fiction. Just like waht i wanna do. FICTION.
Thats why i like Science fiction movies because its intriguing and mind-engaging. And they seem realistic and possible. Facts are FACTS. Facts that are twisted to bend around the mind of human beings. It just makes you feel smart.
Work is part of everyone life, no matter you like it or not. Well, take me for instance, my job is mundane and no-brainer. Its like my brain cells are dying, let me repeat dying of BOREDOM. I don't want to do this for the rest of my life.
I won;t say that i'll just see how everything works out and just let fate play me. Becos im not in the mood for games. And i've got a weak heart for jokes.
I wanna JOG JOG JOG! Sweat it out. It's been so long since i last had FUN exercising.
I miss my teammates. And basketball and the victorious feeling on court. I feel so in control.
Now i feel like a loser. I havent been winning for what seems like ages.
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